I'll Give You More Than This

Oh thank You, Lord. My word for the year was joy and along the way, my heart kept singing, “More Than This.” I’d sing to God, “I’ll give You more than this. Not just a little. Not just part of me.” I learned what it meant to truly surrender, even when I didn’t understand. Jesus healed my heart, and that’s something I will forever be grateful for.

I had no idea what this year was going to be about but now I can clearly see God’s hand all over it. I remember sitting on the steps one afternoon, crying, and Joy came and sat right next to me, just looking at me. I knew God put her in my life on purpose. Then there was that printed quote someone gave me: “You will find joy again. Healing takes its own time.” Or that sweet couple at the park who prayed over me and reminded me how much God loves me. Or the beautiful women of faith who said, “You may meet him here…” Maybe they’re right. Maybe.

And then the sunsets, sunrises, birds chirping outside my window, laughter, love from family and friends, constant reminders that God is near. I’m so thankful He guides and protects me. This year was really about restoration…about God giving me my joy back, the joy I prayed for when my heart shattered. And even though I never want to go back to that valley, I believe God allowed it for a reason. Romans 8:28. Somehow, He turned it for my good. I have stronger faith now (may it stay that way), and I’m so grateful for the peace He’s given me.

I look back at last year and the first half of this one and remember wondering if that painful season would ever end. If you’re hurting or grieving right now, please hang on. Keep your eyes on God. He loves you and He will never leave you. My prayer is that 2026 is a year of beautiful moments with Him, the kind where He reminds you how loved you are. Let Him amaze you. Life is short. Life is precious. And Jesus really is the gift you never knew you always needed. 🩷✨

Thank You, God, for carrying me this year. I welcome 2026 with open arms and anticipation because I know You’ve already prepared the way and already there.